Dear Mudassir,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BABYYYYY!!! YOURE 18 WOW. AN ADULT. IM SO PROUD OF YOU BRO... Do you know how long I’ve been waiting for this day? I’ve always wanted to show how much you mean to me, not just through words, through actions, and now is my time to shine :3 God, you’re so beautiful, I could stare at you for HOURS. From the day we met till now, I think you’re the funniest and most amazing boy I’ve ever talked to. You make me laugh so hard, you make me smile so bad, you know EXACTLY how to make me happy. You’re such a precious boy, I don’t know what I’d do without you. There aren’t many words to describe what I’m feeling, because saying "I love you" would be a huge understatement. I love you more than the word "love" itself. Do you know how much I appreciate you? Your every word, your every action it makes me feel safe. There’s honestly no way to fit everything I feel into words. Being around you makes me feel at home, like I’m exactly where I’m meant to be. I wanna watch you grow. I wanna watch you achieve everything you’ve longed for. I always pray for your wellbeing, I always pray for your safety. I’m so proud of you, you’re such a smart man. I’ve always admired and looked up to you. I love how you make me feel loved and accepted. You make me feel this wave of warmth I’ve never felt before, and I’ll certainly never forget about it. Your words mean so much to me. Everything you do means so much to me. I love you so, so much. I want to see you succeed in life, and I know you will, because you’re capable of so much. You’re such a strong and amazing person. You’re beautiful inside and out. I feel so lucky to have you because no one could ever come close to being like you. You’re an angel in disguise. You’re my safe place. My comfort. You saved me from all the hard times, and you made me forget about the hatred I had deep in my heart for love. I used to be scared of loving. I hated loving. But I love loving you. I love liking you. I love showing you how much you mean to me. You saved me, Mudassir. You made me the happiest girl alive. You made me feel like life is actually worth living. Your smile, your laughter, your voice, the way you speak, it makes me love life. I could listen to you forever. When we made eye contact, it felt like time paused. Everyone around me stopped moving, and it was only us there. Why go out to stargaze when I can see entire galaxies in your eyes? Tell me why I would ever need to look up at the sky, searching for stars, when your eyes already hold more beauty than the entire universe? Your eyes outshine every constellation. They feel like home. You make me feel so loved, I could start crying right now. You have such a beautiful soul. You’re a flower that never dies, always blooming, always glowing. I want to marry you. I want to grow old with you. I want to make you the happiest man on earth. I want to start a family with you. I want to build a life together, filled with peace, joy, and safety. I want to make sure that you never feel sad. I want to make sure that not a SINGLE tear ever falls from your eyes. I’ll do anything to keep you happy. I’d sacrifice my own happiness if it meant you’d never have to endure anything painful or devastating. You’re the first boy who’s ever touched my heart so deeply. You changed the way I see love, the way I feel about everything. I’m ready to risk it all for you. I’d do everything for you. I exist for you. I was made for you. And you were made for me, for me and me only. I want to hug you and never let you go. I want to die next to you, with your face being the last thing I see. You mean the world to me. You are my peace. You are my home. I never knew someone could mean this much to me. Everything about you is perfect. Your face is so beautiful. You’re so handsome, I could spend hours staring at you. Your face is like art. A masterpiece. Like something rare and priceless, sketched with so much love, carved with so much care. Every inch of you feels like magic. I want to love you for the rest of my life. I want to spend forever with you. I’ve dedicated my whole heart to you. I’m dedicated to giving you all the love there is in this world. The fact that we both came this far, it means everything. We’re literally meant to be. I love you so much, Mudassir. Happy Birthday again, my love. You’ll always be the best thing that’s ever happened to me.